A Curve Ball From Heaven

The Lord has really thrown me a curve ball this morning.  But I caught it.  I was up till about 5am this morning working on my Blog Re-design.  I apologize if the blog changes over the next few days because I am determined to get it just-so without paying a dime for it.  Anyhow.  As I finally gave up for the morning to accept the 4 hours of sleep before the kids get up.  I was laying there and I heard a sound and it was like a ringing in my ear.  I hate when that happens.  It’s like someone knocking your head against the wall.  I said maybe it’s because you have been staring at a computer screen for about 15 hours straight with brief breaks.  So I know you’re wondering what is the point?

Well the ringing stopped and I heard my mother’s voice and she called my name.  That’s it just my name.  But the tone was clear.  I had almost forgot that stern but sweet sound when she wanted my attention yet was getting a little annoyed  because I wasn’t moving fast enough.  Now that was a curve ball.  I sat up and laughed.  I didn’t cry and that was the awesome part. I have been crying since March 27, 2012.  I’ve been longing to hear her voice.  For those that don’t know she was my BEST FRIEND!  I talked to her everyday all throughout the day and life has been a little dim since she went to be with Jesus. 

 

 

So when I heard her call my name I was tickled purple. It was the way she called me as to say get it together girl, what is wrong with you.  I taught you better and you know better.  Let me rest child.  I’m trying to enjoy my mansion and I keep looking at you acting like a Psych patient. 

In response to that needed nudge, I am so thankful that the Lord has been good enough to allow me to hear her voice, really hear it.  I was wide awake and I was not hallucinating.  That was the best TGIF to date.

“Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted” -Matthew 5:4